this blog is simply written && published about my life, sometimes exaggerated, so don't take it into account if offended in any way. i just type what's in my mind and transform them into paraphrased words. doesn't everyone?
i like
the 411 superhighway - my confidante, my best friend; one who i can always lie on whenever i feel pissed, happy and sorrowful. and also food.. sigh. i'm too fixated on food, it's literally unhealthy.
i won't be deleting this blog, but im officially abadoning it. sorry but youre too old already la, bloggie.
ANYWAYS,
just informing you guys :D so pls relink! thank you :)
fuyoo 200th post mann
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so tomorrow my WHOLE family (yes, all 7 of them), will be going to jakarta without me, until wednesday. they wanted me to follow, but i declined cuuss..
1. i've got school. and i really dont wanna miss school 2. fame's tomorrow night. they're leaving at around 4pm-ish 3. i dont really like jakarta
anyways
today my sister's bf came over to eat lunch w the whole family. it was pretty nice. bonding time w soon-to-be brother-in-law HAHA :P
okla im off now. byee
holy crap
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it's been such a long time since i last updated my blog. but i guess you guys are happy now tht i have. RIGHT RIGHT?
sooo anyways.
my mac's been a huge bitch now. lotsa bad luck happened to it.
1. my dad spilt coke all over it 2. in result, several keys arent functioning AT ALL 3. the screen is fcked up 4. the bloody keypad is fcked up too 5. its nearly 3 yrs old
therefore
im going to get a new one :) dnno when, but eventually i will. WOOHOO
i guess tht's all. i MIGHT be updating if anything pops into my head tht needs to be updated.
till then
adios
OH OH ANDDD. MY SISTER'S COMING BACK FROM LONDON YAYAYAYYAYAY ok bye
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after i changed my msn display name to '* hi im firah', this is wht happened:
HAHAHA. you guys are so jobless :P
oooh. new one:
HAHA :p
new one again :P
yo wassap ppl of the world
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i just came back from the save the world thingy in bangsar village II. boring as fuck.
spent the whole (approx.) 2 hrs w yana, aisyah and alia. i only had baskin robbins for dinner :(
i mean. if it's MCDONALD'S i can bear w it (duh)
hmm
oh and oo it's still my mum's bday. 1 hour 30 mins till the end of it...
soooo
today was ok la. woke up at 11 am and showered, bla bla bla, left the hse at like.. 12 something to go to mandarin oriental. chillax-ed there until 2.30-ish, went back home -- and i was home alone for like.. 3 hrs :S then blablabla at 8pm went off to bv. 2 and a half hrs later, im here. home sweet home.
well, not so interesting, but it's better than being glued to the comp screen for 12 hrs straight right?
all in all it was a rather fun day. i suppose. ok la not fun but... not boring either. not tht boring at least
now i need to know wht to do for the rest of my bland holidays. sigh
WOO
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it's approximately 20 minutes to midnight which is also my mum's bday.
so
HAPPY BDAY MUM! in advance :) haha
anyways
i just finished watching 'the covenant'. and since last yr i have been a huge fan of steven strait, omg. i couldnt stop squealing throughout the movie :P he is unbelievably hot lah ok
lazy to find a pic of him so you guys can go google him. if you want to. which you would, cus hes tht hot ;)
anyway, tomorrow i MIGHT go to bangsar village II for the save the world thingy. but tht's around 5pm. we booked a table for lunch in mandarin oriental for tomorrow for mummy.
sigh.
the things we do for love - courage the cowardly dog
HAHA
oh and i only read a few pages of the charles dickens' book i bought. well, mind you, it's an A4-sized thick thick book. so a few pages is (possibly) equivalent to 20 pages for the normal sized books already.
right
i just went downstairs to wish mummy happy bday :) it's way past midnight
and i need to wake up early tomorrow. so, gdnite.
p/s have you noticed tht ive been updating quite a lot recently? :|
odd...
sigh
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i hate to say this
but
i really really miss you :(
2 weeks of holidays summore
:(
omg can you believe
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tht tomorrow's the last day of the semester?! :O
time flies extremelyextremely fast.
and i dont like it :(
omg my itunes is playing some gay camp rock songs ew ew
EH WAIT
why the fuck is it in my itunes in the first place :|
SO TODAY
was maths olympiad. boring. and the first part was so lame omg -_- (i heard most of the questions cus, yea... i used to think lame was cool -- and i think i still do :P no. i know i still do hahahha) and we had mandarin today HAHA. i got a B. ME. and i failed the last exam haha. im so cool yea i know
oh and mr sheat was in an unbelievably gd mood. weird i know
anyway
im doing my mathletics now and it's SO BLOODY SLOWWWW. 20 extra marks for maths exam, man. tht's a lot
OMG
my internet is very very the screwed up so i think im gnna go now, i have to concentrate on my mathletics anyways k bye
today
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so today was surprisingly productive. got like, 5 of our papers back. and helang won debate today. pfft.
SO
today ALIA SYAKIERA came to visit cempaka wooooo. and i stayed back till like, 6.30? cus we went to decanter to eat - sigh. the things we do for our beloved best friend(s). and aisyah lent me money cus she's cool like tht ;)
we are such retards i swear. but tht's why i love them <3
oh then after tht, mummy picked me up and we went to gardens & mid valley (and apparently jing tong saw me there but didnt say hi HAHA. said he 'didnt dare to' :p) and ate. again HAHA.
had to buy some books for my sister, and im so bored at home nowadays so i bought myself a huge thickass book by charles dickens :P haha. no life la. at least i have SOMEthing to do at home now. besides going online. and do hw. haha.
sooo anywaysss. now im back here, bored as ever. and i just bathed since this morning HAHAHA
doing my bio hw now.
TOMORROW - chem marks & mandarin HAHAHA. i just know i passed it, but i wanna know how much i really got :P for mandarin, i mean. oh and omg - we have a period of dreadful maths. aiyo
oh and speaking of chem,
it's mr sheat's bday today HAHA
im gnna go now. ive updated enough i think
bye niggas
oh
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did you know tht it's the 24th today? :)
wait
of course you do
you should. but.
ok nvm i was just being random.
i think.
im supposed to be sleeping now.
so um
gdnite.
AHHH
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OMGOMGOMG muse's album is coming out later this yr. i cant fricking wait :O
anddddd
ive been listening to too much muse lately. not tht i havent lah but like. now it's like. overdose already :P
omg. im so in love w them seriously.
this is wht you call a fucking gd band, and this is why it's my favourite band of all fucking time:
i first fell in love w them in 2005. and im still in awe when i hear them sing just like i was the first day.
i just have to blog abt this :p
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wawan: shes in decanter
me: then go there la, go walk. it only takes a few minutes
wawan: tak nak. nanti kena rogol
me: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
wawan: REALLY
:O
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shocking isnt it
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dear internet,
youre a piece of shit
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suddenly i feel the urge to blog, so i shall fulfill the urge just for the sake of it.
um
well
exams are coming up next week. and it's nerve-wrecking, i swear :S
aiyo i dnno wht else to write abt lah. bye for now
abt kelvin my sayang
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kelvin asked me to do this :P:P
so....
um
um
um
um
i dnno la. i'll update later ok kelvin
love you lots :P
sup
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too many people requesting me to update my blog, so yea. this is for you guys. you know who you are :)
so.
wht happened this week? :S
i dnno.
so i give up.
i'll update when i got mood lah dei.
ciao
sniff
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pantat ah i have a bloody flu :(
and my throat hurts. my nose won't stop being runny. HAIYO.
so yday we had sports day and yea, i was in marching haha. oo and it was also mark's bday. we got first eventually (yea i know. unbelievably shocking, but not tht im complaining..) so i guess it was a gd bday present :) it was his first yr of sports day summore :p
then afterwards we went to pavilion (we as in, my gorgeous best friends - yana, aisyah, alia, mel, sher and ally). yana, aisyah (and aiman) and i went to watch mall cop. fcking boring lah -_- waste of RM 12 and 1 hour+ tsk tsk tsk. so anyways..
im doing my hw now after weeks and weeks of procrastination :p
i shall blog later. bye
why yana is awesome...
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... and why she is one of my best friends <3
remember wht i wrote on this blog earlier this evening? ""
then she IMed me a few mins ago saying:
aww thanks yana (even tho it's virtual. IT'S THE THOUGHT THT COUNTS! :D). i really needed it :)
wait
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nvm im too lazy to watch tv :p
hahahahhahahahaahahhahaahhahhaa oooooo i think i should do my hw
nahh
got tomorrow wht
^ see this is why i am such an epitome of a procrastinator HAHA
1-300-13-1300
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i THOUGHT i was alone at home, but my dad's here.
yayayayayayaya mcdonalds yayayayayayyaa mcdelivery yayayayayayaya BUT WAIT
it takes so long :'(
haiya lazy lah i shall watch tv instead..
gdbye!
i miss my friends :(
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so my normal day would be filled w convos w my dearest best friends.
but this time it's different :'(
i woke up at 7-ish in the morning today, cus i had to cycle @ putrajaya w my insanely gorgeous bike :p so anyways. i got home at 12, showered, and came online.
and guess wht? AISYAH WASN'T ONLINE.
she wakes up at [insert really early time here, um.. 9 am perhaps] and usually comes on by then. but no, she's not online.
it's 5.30 pm now and none of my babykins are online :(:( especially aisyah and yana - the people who complete me :(
and i just remembered cus of the stupid pmr study skills :'( and im missing heckloads of laughter w them. sniff.
ergh.
i feel so empty.
i need a hug
:(
tired :( and craving for mcd
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I HAVEN'T EATEN MCDONALDS IN SO LONG OK. the last time was.. LAST WEEK :'(
and im tired. like, super tired. and i really need my filet-o-fish :( oh and i haven't eaten the mcegg muffin since...
LAST YEAR omfg wth :O
im surprised i survived this long
ba ba black sheep have you any wool
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i regained my blogging mojo, so i shall take advantage of it
harro
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hahahahahahahahhaah i think i wanna talk abt myself today since i talk abt kelvin way too much (cus he asked me to) :p
ok so harro.
i am firah and i am soooooooooooooooooo lazy to write this shit down so im gnna stop now cus i reallyreallyreally need to pee k bye
kelvin asked me to do this
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hello.
today im going to talk about kelvin.
he is 13. 2 yrs younger than me, but age is just a number.
so.
let's start talking about this kelvin guy.
kelvin happens to be my best friend. kelvin is really nice. kelvin is really cool. kelvin is really awesome (although i am more awesome). kelvin won't let me hug him (even tho i really want to). kelvin has helped me a lot (he asked me to put tht in). kelvin is just wicked. kelvin is very talented. kelvin is kinda mean at times but i still love him. kelvin is hilarious. kelvin is lame. kelvin got corrupted by me (HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA). kelvin thinks im disgusting. kelvin actually hates me. kelvin loves me too (we have a love-hate friendship). kelvin is da bomb. kelvin is fuck tall (TALLER THAN ME :O). kelvin is pretty weird at times, but aren't we all? kelvin is smart. kelvin is lazy sometimes. kelvin is sensitive. kelvin is gullible. kelvin is VERY vulnerable. kelvin is crazy SOMETIMES. kelvin would think you're ignoring him if you reply late. kelvin thinks everyone hates him. kelvin is suicidal but he hasn't committed any suicidal actions, just crapping about them :p ANYWAYS kelvin is one of my best friends. tht's why he is cool. like me.
OK CIAO CINCAU
WASSAP NIGGA
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SOOOO exams are over WOOOOOOOO
fuck, i've been studying quite rigorously. so exams over is like, THANK THE LORD! i feel like celebrating, but we're celebrating tomorrow anyways. TO DECANTER!
i don't know if i can go though, guys. not sure who's gonna pick me up later on :S so.. we'll see tomorrow lah kay.
ooh and today i heard kelvin laughing HAHAHAHAHAHA awwwwww
cutest thing everrrrr :)
and yeah he came to my table, but HAHA he said he was shy cus he talked to a mature girl? HAHAHA I DUNNO. im not even matured. hahahahaha.
PLEASE LAH WEI. IM LIKE. a retard. and i mean it haha. not physically though haha :P
i dnno, kelvin seems so shy when he talks to me in real life. WHY AH KELVIN? HAHA chillax ah, i know la im cool and awesome and stuff but, so are you. we are fellow cool and awesome people la dude HAHA
:):)
ok now im dead lazy. i'll update when i feel like it, k? SAYONARA FCKERS :) hahahahahahaahhahakay bye
FUCK FUNNY SIAL
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HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAA I CANT STOP LAUGHING ABOUT THIS HAHAHAH
STOP! LAO SHE WAN TO BE YOUR FRIEND!
HAAAAAAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
macam kimax :p
eh
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my blog should be like PG18. or, at least PG13.
very explicit kot haha
but whatever. my dad talks like this anyhow. ISOKAY ISORAIT. if MY dad can do it, why cant i? :p hahahaha
this is why you should have real fatherly figures as.. fathers HAHA
1 fact about (most) parents.
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well, it's a fact of life, man.
NOOO OFFENCEEE BRUDDERS AND SISTAHS :)
i dont usually laugh at what i say, but then i just had to imagine it. haiyaaaa nightmare wei nightmare.
at least it's not imagining two kelings humping each other haha now that would be hell (no offence)
HAHA come to think of it.. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA BABI DISGUSTING AH WEI K I WANNA GO OFF NOW CUS I WANNA PUKE MY BLOODY LUNGS OUT HAHAHAHA
i really shouldnt think of all these things. literally unhealthy wei
meet aisyah.
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AISYAH YOU FREAK
there are 3827537640981209473928657397284599143765798137543962457 more pics of her many faces on skype.
yes.
she's that weird.
p/s she didnt know i took this HAHA
YOYOYO
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my mum and mood swings. my gosh. and she says im too short-tempered..
ummmmmm VOOKKAAAAYYY MAAA.
anywayssss. exams were okay. except for the bloody mandarin part, which (i say this with all due respect to lao she) sucked balls. i hate mandarin. it burns my brain. and burning your brain hurts :( well you wouldnt know.. youre not as cool as me :) only cool people, no, only REALLYREALLY cool people (and i basically epitomise cool alone, imagine how much i epitomise REALLYREALLY cool) would understand.
sooooooooooo. school was ok, but it's been a real drag nowadays, since everyone's SO fixated on reading their thickass books. so not much funny things happened, but like. whatever.
HAHA. NONO.
WEMLLLL.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHA okay.
i have IT to study for. mm. and the fricking web 2.0 thing has 64 fcking pages full of elongated tech stuff. but i still enjoy reading it anyhow. like i have anything better to do right HAHA. better do something productive than nothing at all. anything beats nothingness.
mm k im off. CHOW CINCAU AH BEB
:):)
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AWW okay i have to write this.
kelvin, you've been so nice to me and i really really appreciate that. those retards who call you gay or annoying and bully you around are just.. retards. dont mind them. they just try to be as cool as you are (: they wish they were surrounded by girls all the time ;)
well if those jerks think they're cool, i don't think they are. and if i don't think they are, then the day they turn cool is the day firah doesnt define awesomeness. which is like, never, cus my awesomeness is eternal mwahahahahahha anywayssss
just tell me if anyone makes you upset, and then i would shove my fist down their throat. HORAAIT IM OFF
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AWW WELL I HAVE A FRIEND NAMED KELVIN NG.
and hes awesome.
and. and.
hes super kind.
and and.
hes just cool :)
haha. sorry ah, no mood. i shall elaborate on this when i have the mood k :P
yaya
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Aisyah. says: (11:34:32 PM)
Fuck me. ;)
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:34:39 PM)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:34:41 PM)
boleh jugak.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:34:43 PM)
:p
Aisyah. says: (11:34:51 PM)
Ko tak kisah puki aku hitam ke?
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:35:40 PM)
tak kot.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:35:42 PM)
dah biasa. :p
Aisyah. says: (11:35:50 PM)
Oh chehh
Aisyah. says: (11:35:59 PM)
Ko dah biasa dengan keling?
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:36:04 PM)
agak ah.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:36:21 PM)
hari hari pergi tempat prostitute keling je available.
Aisyah. says: (11:36:34 PM)
Agak ah. Sebab takde orang nak keling macam aku
Aisyah. says: (11:36:51 PM)
Kalau nak pun sebab ada tetek besar.
Aisyah. says: (11:37:31 PM)
Tapi kena blindfold ah, takut kehitaman kita membutakan mereka.
kau tindik hidung sikit, pakai gelang banyak, pakai sari, letak nandek EXTRA BESAR sikit.
Aisyah. says: (11:42:58 PM)
Nanti terasa kan kalau kau left out.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:42:58 PM)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:43:03 PM)
tak nampak kau pulak.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:43:11 PM)
aku sorang je putih kan situ.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:43:23 PM)
aku datang je 'eh, where's everyone?'.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:43:29 PM)
padahal penuh orang india semua.
Aisyah. says: (11:43:48 PM)
Kena order lampu "Extra white"
Aisyah. says: (11:43:58 PM)
HAHAHAHA
Aisyah. says: (11:43:58 PM)
:P
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:44:11 PM)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:44:14 PM)
white to the max!
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:44:18 PM)
tu pun tak cukup kot.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:44:25 PM)
nampak warna coklat je.
Aisyah. says: (11:45:15 PM)
Agak ah.
Aisyah. says: (11:45:37 PM)
Ko kena bawak benda untuk tutup hidup kau.
Aisyah. says: (11:45:41 PM)
Kalau tak pengsan terus.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:45:48 PM)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:45:52 PM)
sumbat perfume dalam hidung.
Aisyah. says: (11:46:01 PM)
Ko ingat tu cukup ke?
Aisyah. says: (11:46:14 PM)
Sumbat beribu perfum pun tak cukup tau
Aisyah. says: (11:46:31 PM)
Power keling macam I power gilaaaaaa kot
Aisyah. says: (11:46:58 PM)
*perfume
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:47:00 PM)
FUYOOOOOOO.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:47:48 PM)
1 keling = 394802938403974982374982364826304623047092384902384908230480234 pun tak cukup kot.
Aisyah. says: (11:47:55 PM)
Tau takpe.
Aisyah. says: (11:48:17 PM)
Aku dah membazir berjuta ringgit untuk perfume kot.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:48:27 PM)
apahal?
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:48:31 PM)
kau tak tahan bau sendiri?
Aisyah. says: (11:48:42 PM)
Aku tahan
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:48:45 PM)
aku ingatkan india bau ketiak dorang for strength and all that.
Aisyah. says: (11:48:59 PM)
Boyfriend I yang tak tahan
Aisyah. says: (11:49:10 PM)
Puki pun kena spray perfume.
Aisyah. says: (11:49:18 PM)
Pedih gila kot.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:49:35 PM)
ko ingat boyfriend je ke?!
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:49:41 PM)
ko ingat kat puki je ke kena spray?!
Aisyah. says: (11:49:47 PM)
Tak ah
Aisyah. says: (11:49:55 PM)
Aku spray all over.
Aisyah. says: (11:50:00 PM)
Tapi tak guna ah
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:50:08 PM)
takde effect.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:50:11 PM)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Aisyah. says: (11:50:23 PM)
Betul kata kamu
Aisyah. says: (11:50:30 PM)
Ko ni pandai gila.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:50:49 PM)
aku tau ah.
Aisyah. says: (11:50:54 PM)
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:50:54 PM)
melayu pun pandai gak.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:50:57 PM)
bukan keling je.
Aisyah. says: (11:51:05 PM)
If you were Firah, this would be on her blog by now.
Aisyah. says: (11:51:10 PM)
HAHAHA
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:51:12 PM)
TU AH
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:51:21 PM)
put la on your blog.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:51:24 PM)
keling semua marah kau kot.
Aisyah. says: (11:51:30 PM)
HAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
Aisyah. says: (11:51:34 PM)
Offensive gila kot.
Aisyah. says: (11:51:34 PM)
:P
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:51:47 PM)
tu ah.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:51:54 PM)
keling jadi extra hitam bila marah kot.
Aisyah. says: (11:53:14 PM)
Tu ah, nanti nampak macam spray paint beribu kali.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:53:30 PM)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:53:32 PM)
tu ah pasal.
Aisyah. says: (11:54:53 PM)
Ai mami.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:55:46 PM)
ai daddy.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:56:01 PM)
INAPORINGGE.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:56:05 PM)
or however you spell that.
diyana. ; my name is barna. says: (11:56:06 PM)
:p
Aisyah. says: (11:56:18 PM)
HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHA
ALL ABOUT THE SEXY YANA! :p
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yana is sexy. yana is hot. yana is cute. yana is pretty. yana is funny. yana is smart. yana is kind. yana is lovable. yana is adorable. yana is bisexual (married to melinda).
yana loves GOD. yana loves aisyah. yana loves firah. yana loves melinda. yana loves alia. yana loves puteri. yana loves alyssa. yana loves sara. yana loves shermay. yana loves ally. yana loves her friends. yana loves her family. yana loves her cat. yana loves everybody in the whole wide world. (except for you. yes, YOU, asshole)
YANA DIDN'T WRITE THIS. it was ALLLLLLL firah!
OH AND BY THE WAY
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i cared for you, but you were the one who blew it.
you didn't stick with me through both thick and thin. you stuck with me halfway, ditch me, then come back to me to redeem yourself. and then you do the same thing you did all over again.
it's unfair because i was ALWAYS there for you, but you weren't always there for me.
tell me, what was i supposed to do? just forgive and forget?
because that's definitely not what i do. i don't forgive and forget.
i hold grudges. so bear with it.
FYI
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the base has always been the strongest point. and you were it. you were the base. you were the cause of this, and now you're twisting your words and blaming it on me.
im not the one who made you presumably 'realise your incapability'. you're the one that keeps telling yourself that. not me, not anyone else. im not involved in any of your own mistakes.
why should i be with someone who doesn't need me? heck. why would i even be with someone who doesn't even appreciate me at all?
when someone knows they're unwanted, do they still stick to that person? no. they don't. they leave. and that's what i did. i left you because you left me first. that isn't even called "leaving" anyway.
im actually just some kind of stepping stone for you to be with her. but i don't care if you at least pretended you cared about me.
well, maybe you did care. but only when she's not around. but when she's there with you, all you ever want to be with is her. all you ever talk about is her.
i don't really mind the fact that you talk about her, or to her, anyway. what pisses me off is the fact that you completely ignore me and leave me alone.
when you're with her, all i talk about means nothing. you don't even have time to spare for me. even if you do, you don't respond to whatever fuck i say. you just tune out to whatever im talking about, and skip to the part where it has her name in it.
but when she's not there, you come crawling back to me, pretending we're still the best of friends.
you just don't fricking realise it.
stop living in denial.
i have better friends who don't ditch me like you do. so why should i still stick by your side when i have them?
just because i WAS the only one who bloody cared for you, doesn't mean you should take advantage of me.
relationships are meant to be mutual. it's not a one-man show.
don't make it seem like im the one who's wrong.
and don't shove me in the same category as the other people who told you to give up. i didn't tell you to give up. you told your own self to give up.
self-realisation is the hardest to achieve. you just proved to me that it fucking is after all.
to ALIA SYAKIERA <3
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ASSALAMUALAIKUM.
i have ANOTHER best friend. her name is ALIA SYAKIERA. ALIA SYAKIERA just turned 14 a couple of months ago. ALIA SYAKIERA will be turning 15 on the 10th of october. SO REMEMBER THAT DATE AH PUNDEKS.
im so lazy to write about ALIA SYAKIERA. hm.
well.
ALIA SYAKIERA is hot. and gorgeous. and sexy. and pretty. and cute. and lazy and lame :p
BUT I STILL LOVE ALIA SYAKIERA. cus she is da rox.
i don't know how to make this post longer :S
ALA.
OOH OOHHHHH now i know! NOW I BLOODY KNOWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALIA SYAKIERA ALIA SYAKIERA ALIA SYAKIERA ALIA SYAKIERA ALIA SYAKIERA ALIA SYAKIERA ALIA SYAKIERA ALIA SYAKIERA ALIA SYAKIERA ALIA SYAKIERA ALIA SYAKIERA ALIA SYAKIERA ALIA SYAKIERA ALIA SYAKIERA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA OK IM DONE
p/s i am NOT taking any more requests >=)
YANA IS SEXY
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hello. i am going to tell you about my OTHER best friend, DIYANA. well. firstly, DIYANA's name is... DIYANA. if you're that stupid to not figure it out. DIYANA's turning 15 on the 2nd of july :D YAHOO!
DIYANA is so sexy she makes me feel. not that sexy but still sexy anyways HEHE. i love DIYANA. yes. and. me. yeah. i love me too. yes.
DIYANA and i speak malay, like ALL THE TIME. well not really but still. and aisyah just butts in with her non-malay-ness-but-still-kinda-of-malay-ish-sorta.
we have influenced aisyah to start speaking malay because... we are MALAYS. and we are MALAYSIANS.
MALAYSIA BOLEH KAMU BOLEH.
and.
um. yeah. because aisyah USED to suck at malay but like. DIYANA rocks too much so. ya. ya. ya.
DIYANA is da ROX. and i love DIYANA.
im tired now. because DIYANA wants me to give her HEAD. AGAIN :( *ahem ahem*
PAPAI NOW GOTTA GO GIVE HEAD TO DIYANA.
oh my gosh.
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i have a friend named AISYAH. AISYAH turned 15 on 2nd january. AISYAH is one of my best friends. i love AISYAH. do you love AISYAH? of course you love AISYAH. who doesn't love AISYAH, right? AISYAH is just too lovable. cus AISYAH is such a malay wannabe even though AISYAH is already malay. AISYAH rocks at malay now thanks to yana and i. AISYAH rocks.
yea.
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i swear. i have SO many hilarious convos with AISYAH.
but they're just too much. thinking of choosing which one makes my head go weird ah :P
p/s
i love AISYAH.
have i mentioned that?
oh and before i forget.
AISYAH is sexy and has juicy, sexy AISYAH toes (L) *inside joke*
AWWWWW.
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I'm five years old It's getting cold out, got my big coat on I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you I run and run, past the pumpkin patch, and the tractor rides Look now, the sky is gold I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home
I don't know why all the trees change in the fall I know you're not scared of anything at all Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away But I know I had the best day with you today
I'm thirteen now And don't know how my friends could be so mean I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away And we talk and window shop till I forgot all their names
I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school But I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay But I know I had the best day with you today
I have an excellent father His strength is making me stronger God smiles on my little brother Inside and out he's better than I am I grew up in a pretty house And I had space to run And I had the best days with you
There is a video I found from back when I was three You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me It's the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs And Daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world
Now I know why all the trees change in the fall I know you were on my side even when I was wrong And I love you for giving me your eyes Staying back and watching me shine And I didn't know if you knew so I'm taking this chance to say That I had the best day with you today
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she wrote it for her mum as a surprise present. IT'S SO SWEEEEEET :) awww!
HuHu......aKuM!!!!!!!!
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AhAkz.....Ok........."PoSt" Ni AkU nAk TuLiS sKeT sBb MeMbEr AkU iAiTu HaZrUl PaKseR aKu Ah.........SeBoK sIaL......
mAlAs NaK tUlIs CaMnI.......cHoP cHicKeN cHoP jAp ArH........hUhU..............
neways.......ahakz..speeking plak dh.....huhu ^.^ so....(eh!speeking lagi...ahakz...) aku jumpe awek cun smalam...fuyo...pinggang siap ramping,tetek plak.MAK AI.MENGGODAKAN.baju die pakai pon....peewit...menjolokkan mata aku ajer.sampai konek aku tak boleh bla,pancut ke sana ke mari.............. ye ah,dah x tahan sangat perghhhhhh..... iman aku bukannye tinggi sgt ah katakan....huhu.... tp kononnya smayang jumaat setiap minggu...........ahakz....
pastu.......
JENG JENG JENG........
skali aku tengok....RUPANYA MEMBER AKU...AISYAH...SIOT JE...... konek aku plak terus kecut.........x sedap hati ah katakan.........
tp aku wat x tau ah kan.....aku pon raba2 ah skit konek aku tu biar x 'takes it 2 da next levelz' lah kata omputih.......aku bukannye pro sgt speeking ni....tp nk mantapkan lagi bahasa ler....ibubapa asyik bising je kan......haiseh man....
cikgu inggeris aku plak ckp aku ni x guner.......aku dh "improofe" banyak dh kot..... hek eleh byk ckp je minah keling tu........
neways...(huhu.speeking lagi skali.MEMBER AKU HAZRUL PUNYE PASAL AH NI).... aku pon jalan2 ngan dia....tp dia kene balik dh...adoi.kacau je ah mak bapak dia ni.... so kitorg pon balik ah.......ape perkataan inggeris tu...
"seperet"...ah....wah. not bad la speeking aku.....ahakz..... hazrul jd tutorial aku..............bagus ah dier......percuma plak tu........huhu...
ok ah.....penat ah aku nk sambung..... cukup je ah ni....agak gempak ah kan....huhu.....
* mynameisfirahandilikecheese says: (11:10:20 PM) TELL YANA I THOUGHT THE SAME
* mynameisfirahandilikecheese says: (11:10:32 PM) HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH I DID IMAGINE IT TO BE FRANK AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA
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